This is my reply. Love hurts, though hollow years gone by. Start chasing the dream.
Everytime I remember you, I know Ben is perfect for you. Tell him that you love him.
These are my twisted words and a reminder. Especially for you.
I try to play Sally’s song again, remembering her daily conversation with me. Who needs the world when I got you? No surprise, she tells me that sometimes, just when I tell her I’ll sail away again to stop standing in the shadows. She says all that she wants is to make me happy, but I still feel incomplete. It makes me crazy that I keep telling myself this is one of her lies. I think she only acts like that when she forgets taking lithium or can’t help her insomnia. She thinks she is my immortal. I just want you to know that I am your perfect fan, because you’re good enough in sailing. That’s why, Anna, I’d go anywhere for you. But..uhm because of you, I feel like zombie.
Every morning, I wake up and only hope the day won’t be as complicated as usual. If not, maybe someday. I never look for the girl who has everything, cosmic girl or Miss America. I look for someone like you. Though she’s so lucky to have many helicopter, I believe I can fly without this machine. I was a creep, but the way you look at me changes my feeling. You bring me to life, a new life. You’re a dangerous kind. I’d do anything for you. However, you got it wrong. Though it’s not worse than losing my religion. You’re not the one.
I’ll never put ten black roses in front of her door, and run to you. She’s the best of my life.
God, open my eyes before I am f-f-f-falling. Even in death I can not wish to live forever. Back then, she was trouble, but she is my lullaby. My crush on you is more than words, but she is more than a woman. I guess I was amnesiac.
I thought she knew, I had another special kind of something. I wish she shot me straight through my heart, so that I can justify my life.
Don’t keep your heart broken, lady rain. This is the fight, but I will let no violence. You are not alone. One day in your life, you’ll sing your own love song. Or play some rock. You and me can make a better life separated.
I’ll feel lost and lonely if everybody hurts. As long as you love me, you’ll get hurt. Should I still miss you love, if she’s become so numb? What good is a heart, then? Should I start livin’ in a world without you? Maybe Siberia? Or stay with street spirit?
Before time comes to close my eyes, I wanna go home. No more dream about you. If I let you go, you can walk a thousand miles, you’re free to decide. Though I still think you should consider Ben.
When I come around, I am sure she’s waiting there there for me.
Now she knows that I want it that way in the end! Honestly, this is the way of love.
I’m Yours truly,
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